Thursday, April 23, 2009 -{'5:27 AM
23thApril2009,Thursday.
Now wat?smile?laugh?
i really don knw!!!Tears are flowing down anytime.In school,class,home.upon seeing choir's blog,tears are being naughty again.i just couldnt control tat.SYF-C.O.P.
omg!!i feel tat i am jus a failure.Ms yeo was telling the whole school wat we got for SYF.and i didnt expect this.my mood was almost bk to normal.but...after hearing wat ms yeo say,my tears went naughty again.i really cant hold it.haix when will i get bk to normal again?directly after the next day of SYF,mr chong call for all the choir members to meet at geo room.i seriously don knw wat is Mr chong going to say,until we reach there.Mr chong told us tat he is very worried about us.i was holding bk.but upon seeing Nica tearing.my tears flow down without hesitate.Mr chong saw us tearing he couldnt take it and he went out.my whole mind went blank at tat moment.tears were dropping,heart is aching.i was asking myself.Why?Why we didnt did it?and the whole day of Wednesday was gone.eyes were swollen and totally no mood for any lesson.My heart is rotting each day.am i being silly?part of it is of cos,i am leaving choir sooon.i really cant take it.i will miss my cute member,serious Teacher and my best Pal.i am very sure i will miss them damn lot.i don wan to leave Choir.Please!!if god is givin me another chance,i will choose choir without any hesitate.The every beat and rythm we hav.the every comment we had from others and those time we had share together is gonna left as memories tat i will never forget.all the hard work and time just went off lik tat.i didnt expect this.Refleshing bk to the first time i step into choir.people and teacher were just soooo new to mi.testing of vocal by instrustor Mr Hu,which was the first time i saw him.Start to interact with people around mi.Teresa,Jane,Wendy,Grace,eben and alot more.get together with them was Awesome.those planning and discussion we had.laughing was one of our Must hav!moving on,our first show case.comment was all we had after tat.new member went in bonding is a must.and each group build up strong bonding.laughing and chatting had never been less.scolding was alway wat we are getting.but we hold hand in hand taking every step together no matter rain or shine.Mr Chong & Mdm Rositah will alway be by our side.cheering us up.chapter by chapter,page by page and we are now 3year old.i seriously learn alot of things.being a vice-chairperson after Wendy and Jane had step down,the three of us(Teresa,Grace&me)take the lead.at first,i was just a very shy and knw nothing about leadership.Everytime when i am surpose to go up to talk to my member,i tend to speak without confidence.Now,i am proud to say tat being a Choir member with the lead of Mr Chong and My Pal,i gain those tat i never had before.being able to take the lead and get my Member to settle down,i am happy with myself that i finally take the courage to speak up.sing infront of so many ppl was the most diffcult task for me.i really hav the phoebia to sing infront of your.this is the part where i am lack of.Lower secondary member,you are GREAT!!carry on with the chapter,with bronze,sliver,gold.ya!
Alto 1:Remember wat i told all of your!put tat in mind alright.To me you are all my Dearest and bests!!!looking forward to our next meeting:)
MR Chong&Mdm Rositah:Thanks for putting trust in me and i seriously enjoy every moment in choir.be it scolding,joking,laughing.i just loves CHOIR!although Mdm rositah sometime might be fierce but i just loves her.cos she Rocks!!
Teresa:i just cant bear to leave you.OMG!!the fun time we had and those Craps we had, was never less.laughing together,solving problem,planning and meeting we had are alway driving us crazy,but afterall we still did it.tat is the power of us:)i am soo happy to hav you and grace by my side.
Grace:OMG!!it seem sooo damn fast and i am stepping down soon.haix i really cant control myself from tearing.the fun time we had was never less.still remember the time when the three of us crack our brain to solve every single task.we share thoughts,comment and laughter.seriously,i am happy to hav the two of you by my side.
THANKS CHOIR FOR THE WONDERFUL YEARS WE HAD, BE IT RAIN OR SHINE!
WE JUST ROCK THE WORLD!!