Friday, May 22, 2009 -{'1:47 AM
22May2009,Friday. SPEECHLESS
imissmy DOG!haix:(Went bk home from sch,mummy told mi to eat Lunch and quicky prepare,cos senting My Dog for injection.i knw tat the day will finally come.but i didnt expect it to be sooo damn fast.My dog went to logging(dogs hotel).due to something tat had happen.couldnt believe tat i was the one acc my parent there.and hand over the dog to them.ihatemyself!ARRGH!!!!Feel lik Stabbing myself.i hate this kind of salty feeling in my heart.feel lik brusting all my tears out.but instead of that i hold back all.it seem watery but the tears go bk again.As i was on the way bk home after senting brownie to the logging.i kept quiet during the journey,cos i can feel tat my tears are falling.i don wan my parent to see me lik this.but i think my mummy heart wasnt feeling good either.Totally no moood for anything.i knw this shouldnt be the way,but i still went this way.What more can i do?BROWNIE,imissyou!haix:(
perharp,i might look fine and happy.but it hurt deep down in my heart:(i wan Brownie Back.Teresa,finally i knw how you feel.