Kim Hyun Joong! <3.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009 -{'6:51 AM
HAPPYYY BIRTHDAY ZDL!!!
Kbox 29Nov2009:
WOOOO~HOOOOOO!!!Today my ZDL BIRTHDAY!!!hahahs:)Finally it's 29NOV!!I'm off today.Went to Kbox today with Patt!!hahas:)SingSingSing!!!!i misssss ZDL sooo sudden!!Sang his song,and i misssss him moreeeee!!!!
To ZDL,
Although you are not perfect in others eyes.But to me you are PERFECT!!iloves the way you sing,the way you smile and the way you make us laugh:)you will always be the best of the best!!i really miss you!!Happyyy Birthday!Do takecare and don fall sick again.
iiilovesssyou:)
Lynette.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 -{'7:29 AM
PROM Night 2009
YEAH,Finally Prom is over.it was quite a good one but not really lik the planning.Anyway,Mannnyyy photo was taken:)worked at OGPP today,stock taking today with Ivy early in the morning.hahas i read,she write.annnnddd ii realllly misssssss LINDA!!!!we will meet up really sooon.Get well sooon Linda:)Talk to Mr Lin jus now,he is very funny.He will be bk in around one month time.YEAH!!!:)hahahs:)Seriously,i miss ZDL lot.His birthday is coming:)hahs:)LOVES!
I saw him again.start missing again.No one knw wat am i thinking abt,cos i keep it to my own first.i donknw how to start.with a smile?just sitting right beside me,but we seem so far away.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 -{'1:28 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRINETTE!
Went to 3rd aunt house for Trinette's birthday Party last Sat.i was busy with work nowadays.hardly had leave,so i was very tired.Alright,working for Fossil now,running to almost every counter.All daily sales record and stock taking must be done every opening&closing.TIRED.But it fill up my time.hahas:)Happily working for Fossil.Manager were great as well.esp,Linda!she totally ROX!!!Just wan to tell her to take good care of her health,don always go for meeting,meeting&meeting.I am waiting for you to drop by my counter and visit me hopefully one day.Pls recover soon!!:)Finally had a family gathering,it been so damn long never see them.Get to interact with most of my cousin.hahas:)2rd aunt also come out from Malaysia.hahs so it is so wonderful!5th aunt's elder son finally bring his GF along.hahs it seen that all my cousin has a GF/BF.hahs:)Very fast i will be attending wedding dinner soon!haahhs:)Hopefully!5th aunt joke around and said,Cousin: Last time i bring my hubby to Ahma house,he say 'Wa!so many ppl arh'.(cos alot of Shoes outside)
Me: Laugh:)
5th aunt: Jun ah,next time before you bring your BF to Ahma house must tell him to be prepared tat we are a big family with 5aunt&4uncle and alot of kids.if not he will be very shock.
Me: Laugh,hahas stilll very long la:)
Ps:
To Baobei,
Stay strong Baobei.it isnt easy in any ways.it really need time.Just lik your dad.cherish this last few days with your Grandpa.He will always stay in your heart together with your dad.They will be up there watching&blessing you.i am sure they won wan to see you unhappy.Although it will be sad but maybe it is the best solution.Show your dad&grandpa tat you will continue your life with no regrets and stay happily!Show them you,JUNETHY can do it!:)Alright.i will alway be there for you nomatter wat,Just lik how you are when i need you!
Loves,
Lynette BB
Sunday, November 1, 2009 -{'7:42 AM
Background.
Went to kovan jus now to try on our Prom night dress.Although,my mood was always not there,but Friends, all of you make me smile more than i expected.When i was on my way back home,i was alone.The unhappiness suddenly came bk again.Why am i keep thinking abt this.?I guess nobody will understand at least for now.For the first time i cried infront of Pat telling her how sad i am and my story which nobody knw.who knw,she told me hers too.soo ended up the two of us CRIED.Some of my close friend,knw my story but tat was only part of it.I knw nomatter how many time i tell this to one of my friend,i will definately cry again.Because this scar will forever be with me,deep down in my heart.Whenever i am alone,my mind will flash this story again and again.i will never forget.why?i asked myself so many damn time.But i couldnt get an ans.i am suffering!it hurt my heart even more.haix:(It seem tat Pat had the same Fate as me?But she is better than me at least.Baobei,even if i am ok with him again,the scar will still remind inside there.It will always keep increasing instead of decreasing.i only hope it will stop here.Because It really hurt me this time,although he is always lik tat all the time.Baobei,do you knw everytime i saw him passby,my emotion get worse and tears starts to roll down.i knw he treat me well,but it hurt me more.i cant open my mouth and tell you the story behide me.i dint knw how to say.Give me more time.when i am able to tell you,i will tell you.i start to Hate him! i still remember Mr Ben told me tat Hate is a very strong word,but i am using this word on him now.Because i cant stand it anymore.The Greatest Regret.Ps:My ZDL had recover.i hope he could takcare of himself.It really make me heart broken upon seeing him in tat state.loves loves:)
